2012♥

Another stupid ass day. Period. Had the FFA meeting and got really pissed at Schrock. Went to McDonalds. Saw one of the exs. That caused a problem. It’s just been a bad day and I want it to be over with. I don’t wanna lose sawyer. I don’t know if he understands how much he means to me. He’s the world and I never wanna lose him. But right now I feel like a piece of shit. I had to ask him for a real hug and kiss today. After school and at McDonalds….hurts when you have to do that with your own boyfriend…. Can’t sleep because its still on my mind. I know something else is wrong. I can feel it.

It’s a typical Monday. Everyone was in a pussy mood. I’m really more out and tired. My eyes are killing me. Sawyer and I had another ‘fight/disagreement’ we actually stopped texting each other for an hour or so. He was all bent outta shape over little stuff I’ve done. I was busy, I was babysitting Ayden or as he says “taking care of me, momma” he’s my buddy and he likes me. He told me like 30 times he did. And he played every game on my iPod that he could without Internet and we did a fat face of each other. It was a lot of fun. I enjoyed it. A lot. I also found out that I got a 24/30 on my algebra 2 final which raised my grade to a 90%. Wooo!! Actually makes me happy. And as pf right now I understand what we are doing in class. I think I’m going to bed now because my eyes ache really bad. And I rememberd to post today. And it’s also Evelina’s birthday. I think she’s 85 or 86 and still going strong, I love her, almost like a second grandma. Weirdly.

Sawyer came to church with us today. It was fun. Everyone was happy to see us. I enjoined him coming with us even though he felt outta place because we are so small and he’s use to a big church. Laura and I signed up for being the nursery volunteers next weekend. Fun fun. I’m pretty sure the babies will cry if I touch them. Little babies don’t like me. They start liking me at the age of 3 to probably 7 and then I lose my coolness. Went out to Sawyer’s this afternoon and looked at pictures of him when he was little. It was fun. He’s a little chug. I just fall more in love with him all the time(:

Once again I’m a slacker and didn’t post. Not a whole lot happened today. Went to the store, and drove to Cleveland, Missouri to see a fire. It was pretty cool. But now I need gas. Saturday’s are fun when we actually leave the house and do something. Laura has a birthday soon. I need ideas on what to get her…

Once again, I forgot to post. Today was our 5 month anniversary!(: It’s amazing, that’s it’s been that long(: I love Sawyer so much, hes’ my everything, hes all I think about all the time. I never ever wanna lose him, he’s so great. That’s all I really have to say(:

Still feels like 2011. Today totally kicked my ass. It was so long and plus I started my math final. Feel pretty good about it. Like do far I think I’ve missed two or three. But I think I totally boomed my conservation final. It seemed like I knew nothing. But I totally kicked ass in my record book. Hope I get the outstanding conservation student award. It would be pretty cool. Mrs. Grady still makes me want to choke babies. I can’t wait to get outta her class it’s awful. Well I’m really really really really tired. So I’m going to bed. Goodnight tumblr

I didn’t post yesterday so ill post today. Went to the doctors, got released, my spline is fine. I’m just tired. She gave me an excuse to skip the rest of the day, and then Sawyer came by after school, and he made up for all the kisses he didn’t get while I was on my death bed, It was fun, and I really enjoyed it. Nothing really happened besides that. Mommy got me subway(:

Back to the daily grind today. Going to the CCC second hour about killed me. I’m soooo tired, but on the upside we aren’t splitting up into concert/symphonic bands because of the trip in March. But I’m still challenging the bitches, it’s fun. But I’m better then that. I need to get working on ‘BarnWarming’ that’s in 10 days. Yikes :/ I can do it though. I go to the doctors tomorrow to finally maybe get released. Keeping my fingers crossed(:

Today has been hectic. Got up this morning and went to lees summit. Went to kohl’s, target, petco, and dicks. I got a $5 sock monkey night light and beef jerky there. Then we went to belton, and went to hyvee, the pet store and big lots. Didn’t get anything besides food, and a few things at big lots. Came back to the ville and went to Walmart. It was busy, like normal. Finally made it home and finished my math review and my band study guide. Wore me out. Lori cut my hair yesterday. It’s adorable and I love it. So much easier to fix now. I’m soooooo ready to go to back to school it’s not even funny I’ve missed 20 days including Christmas break. It’s been nice. But boring. Tomorrow is the first day back, finally(: